Monday, March 4, 2013

Well I kinda thought maybe my transition was a little too smooth. Managed to stay up until 9:30 or so last night and went to bed. Had a restless night where my body was playing tricks on me... one minute sweating and needing the fan, then waking up an hour later freezing and shivering and reaching for my small heating blanket. Other parts of me acting weird too. Bladder working over time forcing several trips to the bathroom (I think my body thinks I should be UP, not sleeping). All of my healing mosquito/spider/ant bites feel miserable too for some reason. Add to that the strange fact that my skin/pores seem to "hurt" in some strange indefinable way. Also every few hours I get mysterious cramps down deep in my tummy that I cannot seem to define. Laid in bed until 5 am and then although I was sleeping lightly felt my body go into full sugar crash mode and knew I had a manner of minutes to get some eggs and toast into me before I spent the day throwing up, shaking and sick. Nipped that particular evil in the bud, but my blood sugar is still very tenuous and I know from experience that I will have to be very careful in the next couple of days as I still feel a bit shaky and unsteady in that department. Damned hypoglycemia! My head is hurting and the strange "summer cold" I picked up in Taytay is finally working it's way out with lots of deep chest coughing and sneezing. I suppose just as my heart and mind will have to process the change back to my homeland so will my body. Thank you Cindy Holt for the Life Shotz. I think they are going to be a godsend. I definitely feel the need to build up my strength and immunity. Now I am torn between thinking I should try to stay up all day to continue to switch my body to the right time zone and the intuition that I need to take it easy and not push myself too hard. With all that is happening physically I can tell that my heart and mental processing has come to a standstill. That is fine... "one" thing at a time girl, one thing at a time..... For now I give myself to be at peace with doing as little as possible! Sufficient to the day is the evil thereof.... or something along those lines.

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